I'm really sorry to hear about your struggling , as someone who has suffered from crippling depression, i know how hard it can be. But you have to remember you're the most important person in your life, and taking care of yourself should be your top priority.
I hope that you're getting help because, remember, you're not alone in this, you don't have to go through this by yourself
If you ever need to talk to someone, we are in your corner
I hope that you recover soon. and i wish you the best of luck. You can get through this, just take as much time as you need.
As for the giveaway, I will keep them for you until you decide to return